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Sexuality: A Long Confusing Road

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Sexuality is confusing! Heck, I’m still not completely sure😂
But it’s exciting and fun all the same

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Sexuality

Oh boy.🤣
So, first... a little backstory on me: Even from the start I was raised that LGBTQ+ is cool and just the same as being straight. I always assumed I was straight...okay, well in reality, I was six. How much am I gonna think about sexuality. I barely knew how to spell sexuality😂
So I wandered through those years like: I like boys. I’m straight. I kissed that one guy when I was three making me automatically straight.
And then when I was 11-12 I met a girl. Let’s call her Aven. So I hung out with Aven and we were really good friends. She started hanging out with my friend group and I kid you not, the reason I realized I liked her is because during math I had finished the assignment (b/c I’m a nerd who loves school and works too hard😂) and I daydreamed about feeding her chocolate covered strawberries. The only other thing about that day I remember is Aven was wearing a F•R•I•E•N•D•S shirt. So anyways I was like: Well crud, I’m not straight then. I had realized a little earlier that I noticed girls more and more but this sent it into action. I knew the term bisexual and stuck to that. Fast forward and I don’t like Aven anymore(took like two years to get over that crush) and I have an even messier sexuality debacle. I only like men romantically and I like girls you know...both ways. But when I’m in random places I’ll be more like,”That stranger guy is cute”. I only like girls I know. So that wasn’t too hard to figure out, right?

WRONG! 🚨
It took many sleepless nights and rounds off hysteria. And I’m sure you all hate how undetailed I'm being but it’s hard to explain...I guess.
So then I had coming out to my parents to pull off....

Comments (27)

autorenew

361 days ago
I was straight but i dont really like guys when i was 5/6/7/8/9. I was nine years old and i discoverd lgbtq and i support when i was 10/11 years old i was questioning about my sexuality and i found out that i was bi. now in 2022 i found more about lgbtq i was resurched about not fully being women and i found out i was demi then begins the chaoctic changes idtentitycrisis is not fully over but it is now minimal but i found out that i was non binary (she/they) then fully non binary (they/them) then i was thinking about trans and i was terrefied about it then i was fully women (she/her) and i said to myself no im not just a women and i found out be being bigender (she/he) and i said yea this is it and i said to myself im bigender and non binary (she/he/they) now im bi and she/he/they
445 days ago
Hmm is it possible to be heteroromantic bicurious?
445 days ago
Nice:) im also bi...BUT IM not sure lol,my parents are homophobic 😭
446 days ago
I am Pansexual and Gender Fluid I came out to my stepmom but I don't know how to come out to my dad. I also was luckily able to come out to my mom because she is also Pan and Gender Fluid anyway I am scared to tell any of them that I want to change my name to Zion and I know that literally everyone else in my family would disown me and it's scary I also have to find a way to tell them I have a girlfriend because my stepmom knows I'm Gender fluid but not Pan and my dad doesn't know at all also I am biologically a girl.
688 days ago
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877 days ago
Hiya everyone this my first time talking if now 42 I' feel so alone need someone to talk to make friends with someone who is suffering in silence like myself I had my first gay experience at 14 then had girlfriends, then when was 30had had🦄with guy I think bout🦄all the time and meeting someone to have as a friend and more but I'm not out don't feel comfortable doing that want to keep it to myself till feel comfortable really need someone to talk to and see have no gay friends it's all I can think about🦄with a nice guy .is this wrong for me to feel this way I feel so alone
881 days ago
I loved this and I admire how you came out to your parents. I know that my mom accepts homosexuality but I'm not sure about my dad. Istg, if they saw my search history 👀.
961 days ago
The fact that I am hella confused about my sexuality- I finally found out today. I am a Asexual Demi.
1021 days ago
I am asexual abroromantic -_- but when I came out I lost a lot a ppl-
1081 days ago
Lmao😂😂😂 your right
1087 days ago
every girl is bi lmao
1104 days ago
My parents are gonna disown me, they were talking trash about gay people....
1108 days ago
😭👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻My bisexual heart💗💜💙, how tf did u come out? My parents are homophobes 😪
1128 days ago
It's so cool you were able to come out to your parents!
I wish I had that courage. (If they saw my search history they would disown me 😂)
Anyway, I'm glad you had the courage to share this so it could help people like me!
Thx!😂
1158 days ago
i think im iether gay or bi im still figuring that one out right now but iv noticed mre guys than girls sooooooooo yeah and also i think i kinda like a guy but im not too sure yrt so guood luck to me.
1162 days ago
I’m bi! I have not come out to my parents, but I don’t feel obligated to. I can show it in other ways then the words “Mom, and Dad, I am bisexual”.
1165 days ago
tilly-
that’s ok! you can take your time!!
also: bisexual can mean more than just liking men and women, so if you’re looking for a bit more of an umbrella term bisexual works great!
i personally identify as bisexual, and i like enbies, girls, and guys.
1173 days ago
im so confused still it's so annoying. im not sure if im pansexual or bisexual and convincing myself to think i like men or if im just a big fat masc lesbian
1214 days ago
I think i might be bi (leaning for men) but i never had a crush on a girl before :/ . I already came out to one of my guy friends.
1233 days ago
This is so relatable and helpful, thank you!!!