Sexuality: A Long Confusing Road

Sexuality

Oh boy.🤣
So, first... a little backstory on me: Even from the start I was raised that LGBTQ+ is cool and just the same as being straight. I always assumed I was straight...okay, well in reality, I was six. How much am I gonna think about sexuality. I barely knew how to spell sexuality😂
So I wandered through those years like: I like boys. I’m straight. I kissed that one guy when I was three making me automatically straight.
And then when I was 11-12 I met a girl. Let’s call her Aven. So I hung out with Aven and we were really good friends. She started hanging out with my friend group and I kid you not, the reason I realized I liked her is because during math I had finished the assignment (b/c I’m a nerd who loves school and works too hard😂) and I daydreamed about feeding her chocolate covered strawberries. The only other thing about that day I remember is Aven was wearing a F•R•I•E•N•D•S shirt. So anyways I was like: Well crud, I’m not straight then. I had realized a little earlier that I noticed girls more and more but this sent it into action. I knew the term bisexual and stuck to that. Fast forward and I don’t like Aven anymore(took like two years to get over that crush) and I have an even messier sexuality debacle. I only like men romantically and I like girls you know...both ways. But when I’m in random places I’ll be more like,”That stranger guy is cute”. I only like girls I know. So that wasn’t too hard to figure out, right?

WRONG! 🚨
It took many sleepless nights and rounds off hysteria. And I’m sure you all hate how undetailed I'm being but it’s hard to explain...I guess.
So then I had coming out to my parents to pull off....