I sit here
In my room
The weight of the world resting on my shoulders
The pebble in my stomach turning into a boulder
The truth is my friend got her period
I should be pleased
So why are tears threatening to fall?
We were always childish together
A double act
I sit here and look at all of my dolls
What a baby!
Because now I'm a solo act
No one understands me
I stand up
"Be BOLD be BRAVE be you"
And as I leave my room
"come on girl let's show them what you're made of"
It's finally night time. I lay down and let the tears finally trickle down my cheeks...