I first talked to her on Valentine’s Day. Maybe I should take that as a sign? I liked you I guess but yesterday you smiled at me.
You smiled so big and it seemed like the world brightened. But I don’t even really know you. I just know your name and I see you only like three times a week so how am I even supposed to get to know you? My social anxiety makes it impossible to text you, so here I am, waiting for you to text me. I can’t think clearly anymore. You made me write a song about you, hoping to get over this feeling because I know that being hopeful is so so so stupid. But thinking of your smile makes me smile. And I haven’t had that in a long long time.
“ 𝙸 𝚍𝚒𝚍𝚗’𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚏𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚊𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚕, 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚙𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚝, 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚢 𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚝 𝙸 𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚠 𝚒𝚝. “
I hope we’ll get closer in the future.
Please always keep smiling