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A teenagers honest diary in quarantine 09.03.21

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I will write down any of my thoughts and things that have happened and yeah haha

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    Hey so about me.
    I am Fighter. I am 15 and I’m from Germany. I’ve been in quarantine since December but there was quarantine before December too.
    Today I had a pretty okay day. You should know that I’m struggling with mental health so some days are harder than others.
    The good things to say are that I didn’t have a panic attack today.

    Also, my best friend offered me an ENBY name. I’m genderfluid so it made me happy that she offered me a nickname to call me. She’s the best. I can really rely on the few good friends I haven’t lost in the past time. But I swear homeschooling is shit. I need to do like 4 presentations and a lot of homework. And of course zoom lessons. It’s just exhausting but then teachers don’t seem to understand.
    Also funnily I’ve been an atheist all my life but I wanna start to pray. I’ve been looking forward all day to do that later this day.

    I’ve been on Pinterest a lot today (if someone wants my Pinterest, write a comment but I don’t know why anyone would want to lol) and Pinterest really helps me being positive in this time. I see a lot of inspirational stuff there.

    The thing is that I need to give my phone to my parents every evening but I struggle with really bad insomnia almost all my life. To get myself tired I read or watch Netflix until 03:00 am or so. That’s shit.

    Currently, I’m reading Percy Jackson. Books have kept me sane through these times. What keeps you sane? What does quarantine do to your mental health?
    At home, I get a lot more panic attacks than back in school but I have more time for myself so that’s good... somebody wanna talk? I’m here for you in the comments.

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autorenew

13 days ago
Hey go for it pray why don't you pray and ask god to come into your heart and... Okay ask a pastor before I start rambling. But anyways try it! Its fun and if you think about it how could the big bang form out of particles that needed to be created? Or a universe collapsing on it self? It would need to be created
Even Isaac Newton agreed with this. Yet professors today say we haven't figured it out yet. Is acc Newton did. You should to.