Hey so about me.
I am Fighter. I am 15 and I’m from Germany. I’ve been in quarantine since December but there was quarantine before December too.
Today I had a pretty okay day. You should know that I’m struggling with mental health so some days are harder than others.
The good things to say are that I didn’t have a panic attack today.
Also, my best friend offered me an ENBY name. I’m genderfluid so it made me happy that she offered me a nickname to call me. She’s the best. I can really rely on the few good friends I haven’t lost in the past time. But I swear homeschooling is shit. I need to do like 4 presentations and a lot of homework. And of course zoom lessons. It’s just exhausting but then teachers don’t seem to understand.
Also funnily I’ve been an atheist all my life but I wanna start to pray. I’ve been looking forward all day to do that later this day.
I’ve been on Pinterest a lot today (if someone wants my Pinterest, write a comment but I don’t know why anyone would want to lol) and Pinterest really helps me being positive in this time. I see a lot of inspirational stuff there.
The thing is that I need to give my phone to my parents every evening but I struggle with really bad insomnia almost all my life. To get myself tired I read or watch Netflix until 03:00 am or so. That’s shit.
Currently, I’m reading Percy Jackson. Books have kept me sane through these times. What keeps you sane? What does quarantine do to your mental health?
At home, I get a lot more panic attacks than back in school but I have more time for myself so that’s good... somebody wanna talk? I’m here for you in the comments.