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Things I will never tell you

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    October 4th, 2021
    Dallis, you said you were being homeschooled and that you are. I got used to the feeling I wouldn't see you again but today I did and I was so happy. But I didn't say anything. And now that silence is killing me. Remember that hot girl I told you about? Yeah, I don't like her. I wanted to make you jealous because I love you so much. I can feel us drifting apart and so I wanna tell you that I'm not leaving because I don't love you but because I do love you and I can't stand watching you be happy without me. Before too long my abandonment issues, commitment issues, and self-destructive behaviors will kick in and I will leave you. I don't want to but it's what I do best! I'm meant to be alone, you know? I never had friends growing up and I do believe there is everyone for someone but I do believe that to be true for everyone but me. I remember Saturday I pretended to be high! I did that so you would think I was interesting and find something interesting to talk about. I miss you Dallis and today you looked right at me and said nothing. Maybe you weren't paying attention to your surroundings. All I can hope now is that I have another chance to smile at you from afar again tomorrow. I miss you Dallis and I love you more than anyone could ever. Too bad you will never know! I feel hurt and lead on right about now.. but I get it: you were just being friendly with me! That's all Dallis!
    Forever yours,

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