My life as a nerd

Hello everyone since I would like to keep my identity a secret you can call me Kaylie.
Ever since I could remember I have been moving around like crazy so I'm never really able to make any friends. So books became my best friend from fantasy to historical fiction to horror and drama they got me through the toughest times in life. I became nerdy because I was always an outcast and I was afraid to upset my parents as my mom all of a sudden cared about my grades when I entered middle school. All of a sudden I was taking the most advanced classes possible and once when I had a single B+ in PE I was grounded for 2 weeks its always been my dream to be a writer, and YouTuber but my parents always just tell me to get realistic and think about my future. I once had a crush on this guy in 4th and 5th grade (for privacy purposes let's just call him Fred) and I missed my chance because right before I moved he admitted that he to has had a crush on me since 4th grade.

I was sad and I realized that he would be devastated if he found out I liked him too but was a week away from moving so I lied and told " Fred" that I didn't feel the same way and now how I regret that.

After a long summer of packing and moving I got to a new school I was so excited as this would be my first year of middle school. On the first day I felt like curling up in a ball and dying as there I saw "Fred" yes that same "Fred" sitting in a seat near the front I saw the confusion on his face as I walked in and sat in the very back. I thought I was over him but seeing him again made all those feelings come back to how I wanted to tell him so badly. Yet I was ashamed and I am pretty absurd that event to this day that he got over me.

I sat silently as the teacher started talking after a week I felt that I was over him as I was angry at him for confessing right before I moved. So I focused on my studies and tried to focus and I succeeded. But after a while someone who sat next to me in class let's call him Zach, started gaining my attention he was a month younger than me but who cares he was tall brown-haired, and extremely humorous I immediately had a crush on him. The next week my parents told me that I would be riding the bus home. and the next day I did and saw the most gorgeous man I had ever seen in my life he was tall half a year older with curly brown hair (we're just going to call him Eric) and I found myself having a crush on him too.

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I will continue this book later and update as this has just happened to me.

I will continue this book later and update as this has just happened to me.

I will continue this book later and update as this has just happened to me.