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I Missed You Guys!

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    Hey, so I just wanted to give a little update on my life, maybe someone will read this maybe they won’t. Ppl probably don’t check my profile anymore because I obviously haven’t published anything since I left.
    First off, quarantine has actually been good for me. I’ve had time to figure some stuff out. I can really, honestly say that I love myself. It took a lot of time. The things that helped me through the self-hate were God, music, ASL, my family’s dogs, my crush, a friend who stuck with me online during quarantine, writing in my diary, and spending some time outside. I’m still working on myself, on my confidence and self-improvement, but I’m doing so well.
    I also discovered that I’m nonbinary, which means I mentally don’t have a gender. I think this comes from removing myself mentally from situations, instead of dealing with them, which sort of twisted reality and now I feel no gender. I love that part of my identity, and I can see all the puzzle pieces of my life and why I questioned my gender so much coming together. It’s just me now. I haven’t come out to my family, because they wouldn’t accept me, but that doesn’t make it any less valid. I’m not here to argue over my own self because there may be people on this site who would say that’s not right, but that’s just me, and I wanted to tell you.
    We now have three dogs: Marbles, Rerun and Violet. Two of them (Rerun and Violet) are service dogs for my siblings with chronic pain, the other is an old family dog.
    So how are you guys doing? I saw that TheQuizzyAddict wrote up an apology and a goodbye, I don’t need to know what happened if you guys don’t want to tell but is she ok, and did anyone else leave? Is there anything anyone can say to get her to come back? And TheQuizzyAddict if you're reading this I care. I really do care about you and I want to know if you’re safe. I might not be able to fix things but I could be there to talk if you need it. And it really doesn’t matter to me what you’ve done, I will forgive you.
    Pls—feel free to tell me how you're doing, anyone at all. I won’t respond immediately but I will check this. If you're doing bad or good, just tell me how your day went.
    Love you all,
    -143

Comments (40)

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275 days ago
MERRYXMAS!
289 days ago
Hi I had my yr6 graduation ceremony 2 nights ago and I won the academic excellence award. 😀
299 days ago
Hi is still on the chat room as some other names I can tell because his number stays the same.
309 days ago
Oh nooo I feel bad I didn’t get to say goodbye to him 😔
310 days ago
No it isn't a joke. 😔
315 days ago
Hi 143 that's good
TheFadedWalker500 left the chat unless it is a joke but I doubt that.
318 days ago
Hey! This is 143 back again. So when i wrote this i was kinda ignorant and i didn’t understand the difference between gender and sex, and how gender is mental (but that doesn’t make it any less real). The way I worded the part about what being nonbinary is, and why i thought that i was, well…let’s just say that’s not how i would word it today.
I am actually a demigirl, i use she/they pronouns (well, I’d like to, but I’m not out to everyone) so yay! Still figuring out parts of my identity.
Bye!
320 days ago
So Catlover, you like Alan Walker music dont you?
406 days ago
Ok but can u give me tips on DJ

And I'll put more songs

But tell me for each song what u think about it it would be so helpful
Thanks
406 days ago
Maybe I do not know also pls respond to the other stuff I wrote a bit ago pls
406 days ago
oop does youtube work
406 days ago
Uhh I am sorry I can't see the type of music u do because of my browser ah sorry
406 days ago
And also tell me what u think about this song
Remix of alone
Daydreaming in your mind
I wanna know
Am I losing my mind?
everyone knows
If this day is not forever
At least we are together
I know I'm not alone
I know I'm not alone
Anywhere, whenever
Apart, but still together
I know I'm not alone
I know I'm not alone
I know I'm not alone
I know I'm not alone
Separated
I'm wide awake
Wanna say hi one last time
Take my pain away
If this day is not forever
At least we are together
I know I'm not alone
I know I'm not alone
Anywhere, whenever
Apart, but still together
I know I'm not alone
I know I'm not alone
I know I'm not alone
I know I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I know I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I know I'm not alone
406 days ago
Remix of faded
You were the shadow to my life
Did you see me
Another star
You fade away
Afraid your house is out of sight
Wanna see u
Alive
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Was it all in my fantasy?
Where are you now?
Were you only imaginary?
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Atlantis
Under the sea
Under the sea
Where are you now?
Another dream
The monster's running wild inside of me
I'm faded
I'm faded
So lost
I'm faded
I'm faded
So lost
I'm faded
I'm faded
These shallow waters, never met
What I needed
I'm now in
A sadder life
Eternal silence of the sea
I'm breathing
Alive
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Under the bright
But faded lights
You set my heart on fire
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Atlantis
Under the sea
Under the sea
Where are you now?
Another dream
The monster's running wild inside of me
I'm faded
I'm faded
So lost
I'm faded
I'm faded
So lost
I'm faded
406 days ago
Ok but can u give me tips on DJ

And I'll put more songs

But tell me for each song what u think about it it would be so helpful
Thanks
407 days ago
btw here's what kind of music I do
in case you were wondering
https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/5606777 93
407 days ago
think its cool
407 days ago
Here are 2 of the songs I have more ill do them latter
Remix of come and go
Whoa
Uh
Oh
(Catyeet made it right)
I try to be everything that I can
But sometimes I come out as trash' trash '
I try to be everything that I can
But sometimes I come out as trash' trash'
I pray to God that he'd help in life
Maybe one day I'ma stand for somethin'
I'm thankin' God that he made you part of the plan
I guess I ain't go through all that Cats are fluffy '
I'm always drawing ' and singing music ' it seems like I perfected it
I offer you my candy, And i know u take it and say thank you
You tell me, there's nothing better than killing cats, think that there's better in you
U Hope you see the better in u, always end up killing ' cats
I don't wanna ruin this one
This type of love don't always come and go
I don't wanna ruin this one
This type of love don't always come and go
I don't wanna ruin this one
This type of love don't always come and go
I don't wanna ruin this one
This type of love don't always come and go
I don't wanna ruin this one
This type of love don't always come and go
I don't wanna ruin this one
This type of love don't always come and go
We drink sprite , then we eat candy yo
Then u tell me how you like your home
Sometimes I feel you like bein' alone
Then i tell me that I should've stayed at my school
Guess I got it all wrong, all along, my fault
My mistakes probably wipe all the rights I've done
Sayin' goodbye to bygones, those are bye, gones
Head up, bb stay strong, we going to ' live long
I don't wanna ruin this one
This type of love don't always come and go
I don't wanna ruin this one
This type of love don't always come and go
I don't wanna ruin this one
This type of love don't always come and go
I don't wanna ruin this one
This type of love don't always come and go
I don't wanna ruin this one
This type of love don't always come and go
I don't wanna ruin this one
This type of love don't always come and go
407 days ago
Ok then lets talk here an please give me tips and all put the songs here I wrote them and I want u to tell me what u think about each song thanks
407 days ago
How am i going to hear the songs you make? 🤔
and yes of course i can! :D