A cry for help

I miss the old days where I didn't cry
Myself to sleep and the days went by
I want to feel less insecure
But for this anxiety there is no cure
I'm a little scared of growing up
Why can't these voices just shut up
I'm afraid of what the future holds
I'm alone and afraid and freezing cold
This is a cry for help from me
It's a cry for help, can't you see?

I've always wanted to end it all
Nobody texts me and nobody calls
They don't even ask if I'm alright
My friendships are really just not quite
The same because I'm so pessimistic
I scared of being optimistic
I want to have a smile on my face
But instead I just try to get out of this place
They say that suicide won't change anything
Well it will change what the future brings
There will be no more tears falling down from my cheeks
I'm too afraid and I'm too weak
This is a cry for help, just listen to me
It's a cry for help, can't you see?

Nobody will care until it's too late
The world is full of envy and hate
Just give me some rope that will be my noose
Don't make it too tight and don't make it too loose
And let me jump and let me die
I don't want anymore teardrops coming from my eyes
One more cut and another one too
Who will care? Tell me, who?
This is a cry for help, a scream, a plea
This is a cry for help, can't you see?