Nightmares Aren't Over Yet

Waking in a sweat, but the nightmare isn't over yet
where are you? Why are my eyes so dark?
I'm numb. My brain Fogged.
I Can't think straight
you were my torch
Thoughts running thru my head
Tears gushing down my cheek
I can't end it now, I'm not weak
A glance of hope runs thru my head
it didn't last long, could this be the end?

The nightmare just begun
my body going cold
my heart shattered
I'm scattered
What is my purpose, what is my truth
Am I a failure?

I'm crying, begging these thoughts to stop
"QUIT THIS, THIS CANNOT"
Going close to my mindset
Forgot who I was
Why is it so peaceful,
why am I high above?