Exhausted

I am so exhausted
In every sort of way
I wish I had someone to hold me and say
"You are enough"

I am so exhausted
tired of pretending, but
I made a promise
told God I'd more positive

I am so exhausted
I have everything going for me
more friends than I've ever had
and a brand-new boyfriend
so what am I even sad about?

I am so exhausted
told my ex I hope he has a nice day
and acted like it was all okay
when I cannot stand to talk to him
because all he did was hurt me

I am so exhausted
I'd like to laugh and smile
and just be happy for a while
I'm not really sad
just sort of empty

I am so exhausted
I want someone to realize
and tell me it's okay
because made then it would be

I am so exhausted
tired
drained
dead.