My Mind- A Poem Collection. #1

So You Said-

So you said you loved me
everything feels lovely
and then you cut me open
watch me bleed all my emotions

"Why did you have to leave me?"
I finally can ask you without breaking
So you said you loved me
You lied.

Smile-

I've been awake all night
crying, I check the time
it's already eight am
and I shed just one more tear
even though, I'm tired, I get up
it doesn't take much effort, to cover up the cuts
the ones on my hand, hidden by my hoodie sleeve
the ones on my hip, concealed by my jeans
I walk out of my room
and put on my mask:
a smile.
something no one questions, because my smile hides it.

Your Hoodie-

Your hoodie has been through a lot
Could I live without it? Probably not
I'm sorry if that comes off as weird
But I'm thankful your hoodie has always been here

I can't count how many times I've cried
And held your hoodie tight
The feel of it in my fingers
Helps me to smile, just a little

I don't know where I would be
If your hoodie wasn't here with me

My Angel-

My angel lights up my day
He makes me feel such a special way
I'm grateful he is here
I can thank him for all my "happy tears"

He's the reason I smile
Each and every day
I hope he stays a while
Cause he makes me feel complete
Maybe it's because he's so sweet

My angel, I love him so
And I just wanted him to know
My angel, you are my everything <3

The Teacher-

There was once a teacher, who I could trust
So I told him how I feel
And I'm grateful he assured me, the bad thoughts were not real
He reminded me I was enough

The teacher told me I was a smart, kind girl
And society couldn't affect that
I see his lesson, and hold it close
So let me pass it on to you.

No matter what others say,
You're perfect in your own way
Don't shut up because they said,
Don't change the way you dress
If they can't see your light,
They just don't belong in your life

That's the lesson the teacher taught me
The most noble thing he could teach
And I'm sure he'd like me to pass it on
So please...stay strong:)

Sinking-

What is this?
Losing control
I can't explain the feeling
But if I had to, I'd say I'm sinking

Losing power
Emotions ebbing away
I can't feel anything
But if I had to, I'd say I'm sinking.

She Is Lost-

She is lost
If you look into her eyes
They are distant,
When she says she's ok,
All I can hear is lies

I want to help her, grab her hand
Tell her things get better
But then I'd be a hypocrite
Cause I think they will never.

She is lost
I want to look into her eyes and tell her it's alright
But she always looks away
And then she's lost in her pain, once again.

Where Are You?-

Where are you?
This is not the boy I once knew
He was fun and random
He didn't act like you

He wasn't always lonely and sad
He didn't view life such as bad
He seemed pretty thankful for the friends he had
Where are you?

Tearing Us Apart-

You broke him
You broke me
Will you break her next?
Stop fucking with our heads

You've already broken our hearts
So don't go crushing others
I know it's pretty hard
But could you stop tearing us apart?

A Moment-

A moment.
Frozen.
Seconds tick by.
A laugh.
A smile.
It only stays a while.
A scream.
A choked sob.
All this in a moment.




That's all guys <3 Tell me what you thought, and if you'd like another collection like this.