I’m Upset

The sky is brighter than my future.
How much longer till I forget’cha?
How much longer till I lose hope?
How much longer till I admit I can’t cope?

Fear envelopes me night and day.
The fear of everyone going away.
There’s one more thing I need to say.
Please, can you stay?

I’m upset and I know it.
I’m crying but won’t show it.
How much longer till you notice?
I am not gonna survive this.

Isolation.
Destruction.
This is what I’m doing to myself.
I’m hurting and too scared to ask for help.

I’m upset and I know it.
I’m crying but won’t show it.
How much longer till you notice?
I am not gonna survive this.

You broke my heart.
You broke my soul.
I am losing all control.

I’m all alone.
Cannot cope.
Drowning in silence.

Because I’m upset.
I wish I was dead.
I wish you’d get out of my head.
You’ve hurt me you’ve destroyed me.
Now my tears are my only…

Friend.