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Am I Suicidal? Quiz - Test yourself
This quiz is designed to let you know if you are suicidal or not. NOTE - I am not a psychological or medical professional. If you feel like committing suicide or are thinking about it a lot, please go to your local ER or call a suicide prevention hotline. The US's National Suicide Prevention Hotline 24/7 toll-free number is 1-800-273-8255.
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it's a dark grass green.
thank you so much for drawing him
@Aggressive
seriously, speed isn't everything. everyone loves riding Ivy even though she just plods along. no one says 'omg Ivy is too slow!' except people who ONLY care about speed. she might not be fast, but she's loyal, trusting, and soooo sweet. and Angel, she literally can't go fast over jumps, she will hurt herself if she does. people who ride her fast over jumps hurt her, just so they can be fast.
Yeah, a lot of riders at my stable care about speed too. I went on a slow pony named Salsa many times and he’s one of my favorites to this day. Personality, not speed. And same, no one else but you guys know about my condition either.
forget him, can’t ever get better, no one even knows I’m depressed except you guys.
Thanks! also I am so happy because Angel is jumping again I know I already said that but I was so happy when I got to jump her and she was so good 🤩 her jumping is so balanced when she doesn’t run. I would not put any rider on her who just cares about speed though, I can’t see her get hurt again
AggressiveWolf
you don't even want to know what happened to me on my burthday. there was the principles office and another nightmare. on my birthday. im depressed too, welcome back to the club. :/
but also i get to go to the apprentice course again today, we have a test. i need to know
barn rules
what to wear
parts of the saddle
parts of the bridle
parts of the horse
feed rules
loft rules
throwing hay rules
colic symptoms
lameness symptoms
and lesson help
wish me luck i am so stressed right now
I ended up not committing, but instead spent 3 hours finishing a book called Pony. After, I felt in touch again- I felt normal, but it was only temporary, because now I’m depressed again :/
I have also realized that now I’ve lived through my childhood. Well, it started off good but it ended as a fūcking nightmare. Now, the horrible step into adolescence…
And at the end of the day, Avo, you did stop me. I’m here now, right? That’s just proof that you’ve stopped me. Everything’s still horrible, but I’ll tread on just a bit longer.
horrible birthday trend! yay!please don't commit aggressive i will travel through time and space to stop you. follow your own advice, dont cut. please. think about horses, about horses, about art.
@Averil
snout :) thank you so much this rly means so much to me
Thanks! I was fine until gym… suicidal urges arose, and I found out I was getting bullied. What a horrible birthday! I’m thinking of committing tonight via stabbing myself in the heart. I can’t take life anymore. I want it to finally end.
Averil,
People might hate you for it now, but you might’ve saved their lives. Be proud of that.
Yuri,
Try not to cut. Yeah, I cut last night too, and the day before too, but now I have to suffer. Try to stop the urge. Fight it back. I can’t stand it when people get hurt. Try holding ice to your skin or snap a rubber band against it. Please.
Casey, I miss you.
Averil... try giving them some space. draw for them, make them a note, or just apologize. point them in the direction of another dealer. best of luck.
im so sorry about your friend. you know what, draw him. i need someone to remember him with me. he was a rhodesian ridgeback with the cutest black stripe on his face and he was pretty big. only 7 years old when he died. like german shepherd size. he was so fluffy and i just remember... his fur was golden and his eyes were amazing, they were like melted chocolate
Also everybody hates me now because I accidentally called out the drug dealer
thank u so much, it's fine honestly
and AggressiveWolf if you see this happy birthday!!!!!
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