Am I In Love With My Best Friend? (LGBTQ+ Edition)
Oh my, as if love weren't already complicated enough, you think you might have fallen for your best friend!
Don't worry, it's only natural to be confused about the person you're the closest to on the planet. And those feelings are begging to be explored!
Take this test now to find out what's actually behind these loving feelings and whether they're real. (Spoiler alert: It's OK if they are!)
So go ahead and find out the truth!
he was from a neighboring country and has moved to our country since may. he lives with her now, and i know that their relationship is falling apart a little, because my best friend also has feelings for me. i dont think she ever stopped loving me, as i was the one to break up originally. which now i feel 🦄 about, but at the time i had a really hard time differentiating between romantic and platonic feelings. this is also why i came to this quiz.. kind of? i dont know what love feels like exactly, but what i do know is that i really wanna hug her and hold her and kiss her. like . URGH. i miss her when im not with her i miss her physical touch. okay rant over. back on topic of this entire mess,,,,
her boyfriend (straight.....) knows about her feelings towards me and isnt comfortable with an open relationship. i have only heard this through her cuz he doesnt talk about his relationship with my friend that much.
alright, dont get me wrong. hes super nice and is great to be around but jesus christ can he just. AARGH can he just leave. i know my friend has baisically decided on me at this point but the guy lives in her flat. so hes just saving money now to get a cheap flat but the housingmarket is so unbelievebly awful nowadays theres baisically nothing. idk i just want him to get out faster. maybe im selfish. but like. me and her,,,, AARRGGHHH i just wanna cuddle her and hold her and make her feel important. like urgh AARGH like i think i could treat her better than her boyfriend ever could.
we have this crazy tension sometimes like. ARGH like we just look into each others eyes and its like we wait who does the first move. BUT WE CANT. or rather i try to restrain myself. because i know its like. wrong to kiss her when shes in a relationship. god i just. wanna live with her i cant stand being away from her or holding back my feelings. i dont even know if this is love but if it is hell yeah dude lets go
im gonna try to figure out this situation, one step at a time with everyone involved, so dont worry!! its possible i think.
idk ive never shared anything online really but just needed to get this off my chest.
if anyone ever reads through this entire thing, im sorry, this mustve been terribly mushed together because as of writing this it is 3:25 a.m. thanks for reading anyway, and i wish all of you a great night/ day. remember kids, go kiss girls!!!!
Also I hope that stuff works out for all u guys :)
And I Don't have the Courage to tell her this. Maybe cuz I'm Afraid to lose her...
I Sometimes bring her roses but she thinks that I am doing it cuz Zenitsu is Obsessed with Nezuko in that anime and I'm Tryna act like him...
It's all so Complicated and I Don't know what to do anymore...
And it's just 1 month before our school year ends and she is gonna change schools this year so I have Such Small And Limited time...
It may Sound Stupid, Meaningless or Funny or Even a joke but Cuz of these Weird Feelings, I Can't Even sleep at night, in Fact I Keep crying cuz Whenever I Think that I Have a Crush on her And she's Leaving, My Heart feels so Heavy and I Can't Help but Cry...
And in the Country I Live, Gay or Lesbians aren't Considered a thing. It's Important for Girls to marry Boys... That's the tradition...
I Wish Sometimes that I Was a Boy as well so I Wouldn't Hesitate that much to tell her that I Love her...
I Really wanna be with her, spend the Rest of my life with her... But It Would never be Acceptable in either of our families, in fact, in our whole Country...
I Really Wanted to stop her from leaving the School ,hoping that one day I Will Gather Enough Courage to tell her but her Parents won't agree on her staying in the same school anymore...
I feel Devastated. Though she Promised me that she will keep in Touch, all of us knows how much Busier life gets growing up... And then, you don't even have time for yourself so there is a 99% Chance that we will Drift away. She Once told me she had a Crush on Someone, and I was Really Happy and excited for her back then.
I had a crush too at that time, but He is my Cousin and thinks of me as his little sister, I Never loved him that much the way I loved Nezuko as well
But Now when I think about the Guy she had a Crush on,I just Feel Jealousy...
I told her that I Don't have a Crush on my Cousin anymore...
Though, I Swear I Won't say anything to her if she starts to Date him someday cuz I Want her to Always be Happy... I Will Support her!!!
But I Really Wanna spend all of my life with her...
Plz if Anyone can help me... Plz tell me what to do...😫😢😭
And Nezuko, Incase u See this, Plz Just Don't leave me...
If you don't feel the same way, I Understand, but I Really don't wanna ruin our Friendship...
And Know that Wherever you go, You'll Always be in my heart...
And you Were the ONLY TRUE LOVE OF MY LIFE...💖💕⚡️
And I Will NEVER EVER Love Somebody else Now...
Yours Truly,
Zenitsu Agatsuma ⚡️
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