We were the best of friends! We would do everything together and we always looked out for each other. He would always make me laugh in times of doubt even if he sometimes did tease me and did mess around with me.
Everyone in our class and sometimes even outside of our class thought that we had feelings for each other. To be honest, we didn't. We were just very close friends (even if we didn't confess it ourselves). Everyone felt like we should get together and be a couple but my crush and I would just look at each other, disgusted to what our classmates were saying.
After a while, we began to get closer. I don't know if he noticed it but I certainly did and so did everyone else. We would tell each other secrets that we had never told ANYONE and that we swore to ourselves that we would never tell anyone but we did. It felt so odd yet so nice. There's no way to describe it. I suppose it was just LOVE.(epurple))
It was the last day of primary school (elementary school in the U.S.). My crush didn't pass his 11 plus (an exam to get into a secondary/high school for the smarter students/grammar school). He tried to appeal but he failed that as well. We were going to be separated into different schools.I was going to grammar school and he was going to a normal secondary school for boys only. It was hard to get my head round that we would never see each other again. It was EXTREMELY hard.
I loved him.
I genuinely loved him.
Now, I'm at my grammar school and he's probably still at his normal secondary school for boys. It was a hard couple of months without him. I still really liked him for quite a long time. It's been almost a year now and I have started to dislike him.
Now I like this other boy. I will not name him because my friends may read this story and I haven't told them who my new crush is. He is very cute but he is taken. I will not lose him like how I lost my old crush.
Thank you for reading this true story about me and my old crush:)