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Darkness In Me

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A few poems...

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I used to think I'd always have that joy
Seems like I used to be
So carefree, compared to now
I used to think "How could I ever get older?"

Not everything is how it was
Nothing is how it seems
Something inside of me screams
To the world

I don't know what happened
But I used to be so light
There would be no fight
No I know what's wrong but do I realize...

I used to be someone different
I tried to change back to that person
That's the fight I'll never win
I used to be different

It started slowly
It started with the lonely
It started three years ago
It started when, I don't know

Now it seems
There's darkness inside me
Sometimes it bubbles up
And I feel I don't know what...

I feel lost
And I feel nostalgic
And I hate feeling lost
And nostalgia is good or bad...

I feel lonely
I feel like I don't want to tell you
All you need to know
Is that it seems there is darkness within me...

Bubbling up
Or staying as a deep well
Or rocketing pell-mell
Or spreading through me

Something surprising
I'm not who I used to be
I'm not who I thought I was
There's something inside

It's dark and it's lonely
And it's fierce and cold
It's ice and fire
Spicy and brain-frozen cold

Darkness in me
A deep well
A raging torrent
Crashing sea-salt waves...
Darkness untold
Darkness unfold...

Comments (8)

autorenew

20 days ago
Thanks...
Hi Kaity
Shatter Me and what?
22 days ago
Hi

Mmm reminds me of Shatter Me and its-
30 days ago
This is very moving.
I'm sorry you have to go through this.
32 days ago
Thanks...
And I accidentally clicked a button and it said "thank you for your vote" and IDK what I did lol!
33 days ago
This is great but also sad 🥺
33 days ago
So good.
34 days ago
It did not get deleted
36 days ago
I feel better and kinda worse after writing this...