Why do I love him so much I let go of him now I am coming back he won't like me he won't wanna be my friend at least since we only loved each other because we were there for each other and now please why am I doing this why do I love him it's been 2 years that I've been in love I just need him he won't love me since I can't relate to him anymore maybe he loves me uggj help me Lord I'm so in love I've never felt this before he's the first guy I ever fallen in love with.
It all started when my bff liked him then I said I did as a joke and I fell for my lies and we emailed I fell in love and he always asked do you like me but I said no because like isnt enough to explain it. Then I was always happy and told my other friend and she stole him just to hurt me and now I'm stuck in love I left him and gave him up bc it hurt to just be friends. But I didn't explain it to him so tbh I texted his friend for his number so I can start over with him because when in love you do whatever it takes even if it hurts and that's what I'm doing he is so great when I was sad he was there when I was bullied he would try to beat the bullies up for me he loved me or so I thought my friend told him I didn't and then I felt like I was bugging him and let go hopefully we can work things out bc I've been in love for a few years and did I mention I'm in year eight he's in highschool only 1 year apart ughh I love him. But from past experience he's scared to love bc he plays with other girls feelings like rose but not me 💙💙💙💙😁❤️❤️❤️ okay I'm done for now bc I can't stop I love him so much bye I just wish I gave him an explanation anyways bye