Thoughts and conversations I have

School conversations:
Mrs j: Maddy go pick that up now!
Me: (puts head down and slowly cries while I'm being judged for crying in front of my whole class)

My bestie: hey Maddy I found some girls to hang with is it ok if I just like start hanging with them for recess
Me: umm yeah that's fine (thinks: no please don't leave I've heard this to many times before you will go with them and ditch me)


Thoughts:
Are they talking about me? They are staring while whispering and they just said my name well hello tissues

I really like him I can't even talk to him in person I've known him for two years and never met him in person wait no I can't do that oh well