Reasons to stay alive

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I am writing this for me but maybe it will help you too. Sending you lots of hugs and love ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’š

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    Sensory toys
    I have ordered a sensory chew toy for myself. It is green (my favourite colour) and I am excited for it to arrive ๐Ÿ’š
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    If I died I will disappoint the people who care about me.
    I feel like I'm causing suffering by living. But if I die I will also cause suffering ๐Ÿ˜ž
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    I have a painting I need to finish for a lovely friend ๐Ÿ’š

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    I want to learn to solve a rubiks cube
    But I am scared of hidden cameras inside my Rubik's cube so I am afraid to learn ๐Ÿ˜ฅ
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    My extra toe is pretty cool
    And I wouldn't have that toe if I died! Unless I somehow get reborn with another toe. But I like my feet right now ๐Ÿ™‚
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    My family like my cooking
    While calories terrify me I feel selfishly happy when giving calories to other people. But they do enjoy it so I should cook for them?

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    My friend told me I have to tell her if I can't keep myself safe
    And while that totally defeats the point because she will try to stop me, I must keep my promise! So I won't succeed in dying anyway ๐Ÿ˜ž
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    The world could end any day
    And I could end any day so I could be curious to see how it all pans out ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ
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    I keep making promises
    So I have to fulfill them before I can die
  • Place 1
    It's going to be okay
    I don't know if I believe that. But I want to. So listen to yourself for once! It's going to be okay!


Comments (4)


164 days ago
Iโ€™m feeling uncomfortable. I love everyone but everyone likes me to do things for them. Thatโ€™s great and I feel loved but I feel worn out despite not doing much. Everything I make for others strips me of a piece of my soul.
322 days ago
Update: I received my sensory chew toy (i while ago) and I love it. (I was reminded of it because it is next to me now ๐Ÿ’š
495 days ago
@darkness, thank you lovely. May everything be ok for you too ๐Ÿ’š
495 days ago
it will be ok, look at all you love, thats what makes it ok